Two weeks ago Jackson started feeling sick. He woke up in the middle of the night coughing and wheezing. Although he was begging to go we kept him home from church that Sunday. By Monday there was really nothing wrong with him. I debated all day if I should take him in to the doctor. I finally decided to because Harrison and Lucy were starting to cough also. I felt silly making a doctors appointment for my kids when their only symptom was a very slight cough. Every time my kids get sick that's how it starts and pretty soon they are wheezing and we are doing breathing treatments and it's no good. So I just made the appointments to be safe.
They could only see one of my kids on Monday so I took Jackson in and made an appointment for Lucy and Harrison for Tuesday. The Dr. treated his respiratory problems and I felt confident that I could still hold preschool the next day. So on Tuesday we went on our field trip to the Science Center for preschool. That afternoon I took Harrison and Lucy to the doctor. He immediately put Harrison on a breathing treatment just like he had done with Jackson. Then he looked at Lucy...she had STEP. He then realized it was strep that was causing the respiratory problems. He misdiagnosed Jackson and I subsequently infected all of Phoenix by taking my strep-ridden children to the Science Center! I'm so grateful I took them to the doctor especially because their symptoms were so slight I almsot disregarded them.
First lesson learned; to trust my mommy instincts.
On Thursday I went to Tucson with my mother and sisters in law to see Fiddler on the Roof. I was feeling very anxious about going and leaving 3 sick children. Not only were they sick but they were sick with strep. It was Lucy's first time getting sick and each kid needed medicines and breathing treatments. To top it off Harrison gets super whiny when he is sick, Jackson gets naughty, and my sweet, happy Lucy was clingy and fussy. I did not feel right about leaving them for someone else to deal with. I did leave them and went to Tucson and had a fabulous time. My children were happy with Grandma Nonna, Grammy and their Dad and they were happy to be with my children.
Second lesson learned; trust the people I love, including my children.
Friday night after my trip to Tucson and the kids were in bed Damon held me and told me he loved me and was glad to have me "back". It was a stressful week for me and I got into a funk where I didn't act like myself and I wasn't really "there". I realized how hard it is on Damon when I get like that because he doesn't know what's wrong or how to help.
Third lesson learned; my husband loves me and wants me to be happy.
12 years ago




Even the dogs liked it.



The last week of July we spent at Lake Powell. We had an awesome trip with Damon's family. Harrison and Jackson were little fish and overcame some fears. They loved playing in the sand, riding in the boats and jet skis, and swimming. Even though they were scared they went tubing and Jackson even got on the knee board. When we got there Harrison was very afraid of the water. He was fine once he got in and could swim around with his life jacket on but getting in was a process. By the end of the trip when he leaned too far over and fell in, it didn't even phase him. I was proad of myself for doing so much with Lucy only 6 weeks old. I went on the knee board, jet skis, participated in our "Amazing Race" and swam to a huge rock in the lake. 



Jackson hanging on Mom 


